right long story short please dont mark on punctuation.. age 7 i meet 2 local rap producers i think i soul my soul to the devil repeat think because my athiest yet phsycic interacting family who dont understand it and only have small amounts are not religious, yet at 7 2 years from when my family closest member died and taught me music i was possesed after praying to god for fame to be on that stage i was obssessed with hip hop i used to get soo influenced my mum used 2 snap cds and go crazy shes a bit skitz cudnt really cope with much.. meanwhile im all phsycic and beleive me amazingly lyrics are coming out of my mouth at the age of 7 theyre not mine ghosts were giving them to me honestly i rhymed with things i didnt know about,, when i meet the first lot at 7 i distance myself away from it all for ‘SOME’ reason but after it happens im tuned in completely cause i just randomly walking along the street and approach these people with my bars at the age of 7 with my mum they wanted to take me studio then i was like nah but i knew it was happening didnt really write bars it just came to me, then when i was 10 same thing again ben zephaniah the famous book writer came to my school offered me a record deal, i think i remember saying stuff about demons after he said it but he litterrly there and then offered me a couple grand to play around with while he goes and gets me a record deal the way its so crazy im 10 im coolest kid in school im spitting like an adult. but i distance myself he was actually chasing my mums car sooo.. yeah. more tuned in, age 13 i start praying for it again, a crew of fame comes in to my skool and basicly asks me to join em after i chat i said theyre were spirits in me and it wernt right for me to come to them yet although it would have been theb est thing that ever happened to me i didnt go cause of this.. age 14 im tryna kill myself some what getting arrested not doing much now occasionally spray a lyric an amazing one that people dont beleive i wrote… or 3styled. then im in care at 15 i meet 2 phsycics.. they say a heckload no time to write or space about it. but anyway, basicly he said dont loose your lyric book these people will use it and bla bla’ now im 18 i felt like cause i knew it was all gonna happen i could go through loadsa stuff and proove this systems a bit messed up, but no its 2 late now theyre all getting famous and this spirutal balance is messing me up what it seems is i am possesed to write the lyrics or helped by ghosts but when the opportunity comes the ghosts or spirits nd energys ruin it for me, i have given myself to god completely, this is a serious honest question cause i have nothing now for the last 2 months i been having nightmares theyre all getting famous of my stuff and i dont talk to anyone that can help me get my lyric pad theres no way now theyve basicly got famous so im gonna kill myself but i wanna go to god in heaven soo i need to understand this and if you are phsycicly gifted and you can understand it i will gladly donate you by pay pal this is serious cause i have given myself to god and it has not changed i have had a mental health assesment before anyone starts with that i am completely normal other than a slight adhd case. please help or these will be my final words
Also. amongst crying on the bible in this carehome with the phsycis 3ladybirds appeared in my room and i was meant to go to a 50cent performance, but i didnt cause my possessed behaviour, also i think there is some voodoo going on because im having bad nightmares lately bad bad nightmares and horrible thaughts i have had some lucid dreams before aswell — i jus want you to know i was really MEANT to be at the top — for whatever reason of good or bad i dont know i am not naturally an evil person i used to be too emotional
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